Chances

This photograph could mean anything. The blue dots could be the chances that you never took. It could be about how sometimes life can be dark, but the light is always there. Somewhere. In whatever form or color it comes in. There are so many different ways to see things. All I see is the possibles. At least I try to. 

Back, but not really.

A lot have changed in the past years that has gone by, mainly me. I left blogging behind. It was not a conscious decision. It simply happened, with getting to caught up in my own life and all creativity was lost, that included writing. But recently I started writing, painting and feeling creative again. I'm also soon embarking on a small trip and maybe my best and closest would like to know what I'm up to, when I have left. But for now, I will keep it simple.

Thinker - Reflecting on my travels - PART 1

Tiergarden, in Berlin.

My mini Europe trip to Berlin and Paris, has both been a learning, healing and magic experience for me. In my last post I was in Berlin and my stay there was coming to an end. How I spent my last days in Berlin where different from day to day - I spent one day reading about the victims of the Berlin wall, another in the Pergamon Museum looking at archaeological treasures and the last in Tiergarden walking around in beautiful green surroundings thinking about my life, friends and death. Why death you might ask? A family member died for about a year ago and one of my closest friend's father just passed away. These two people have something in common besides that fact that they are no longer here, they died way too early and young, both taken by a desease we've all in some way been touched by - Cancer. It was the death of these two was on my mind that day , but also the death of a new friendship. How it feels to no longer to be friends and the confusen that follows. It's not the first time I lose a friend(when I say lose, I don't mean to death), but it doesn't mean I can't feel it, like I felt it years ago when it happened the first time, except dealing with it now is easier then it was back then. Berlin and Paris was both healing places for me, because it gave me the time to think thoughts,

I would not have had the time to think and a quiet peaceful place to do so.

I made this post into two parts, one for this and the other for Paris - so come back to read more!



Tiergarden.

(sorry for the wierd way the pictures are placed, but Blogger just won't collaborate with me when it comes to pictures!)


Some of the old Berlin Wall.

Pergamon Museum

Roman architecture (Pergamon Museum)